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fuckingcockslutwhoresonofanogoodcumguzzlingbitch.
:( i didn't get in to SVA.
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[Tuesday
November 28th, 2006
8:15pm] |
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i wish i could open up easily. then this livejournal would be filled with stuff.
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[Saturday
November 25th, 2006
8:39pm] |
Hi Emilio,
Thanks for sending us your photos. Your name has been added to our photographer list. You wil be receiving monthly emails containing a list of any upcoming artist photos that we need.
Thanks,
Erin Orr
AP Production
artintern@altpress.com
1305 W 80th suite 2F
Cleveland OH, 44102 - 1996
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[Sunday
August 27th, 2006
6:45pm] |
This is the first time i have signed on to this account in a long time. So much has changed this summer. I have lost touch with a lot of people this summer which in a way sucks, but I have met just as many if not more new people. I have fully decided I am going to follow photography as my subject of study in college.
I have so much on my mind right now, and I dont know how to put it down with it making sense. i'll just do a small recap of my summer.
I didn't go to as many shows as I wanted to, but to the ones I did go to I made good friends and found some bands that rocked out. I really want to get deeper into the music business. I wanna be the next Rob Dobi and Keith Kiroja, alot of you probably dont know Keith but I know at least all who read this (if anyone still reads this) has seen one of his pictures on a music magazine.
Wow i forgot i was still writing this. I wrote the part above almost 2 hours ago. Anyways Warped Tour was real fun. I actualy only saw a couple of bands. The Bled, Demas, and half of The Early November. Then I went to see Circa Survive and The Receiving End Of Sirens and Portugal. The Man.. That was fucking amazing. TREOS are the coolest dudes. Also Nick Beard from Circa is real nice. There was this band there called Keating which was real real good. Portugal blew me away their live show is amazing.
Oh a note about warped. Bands should fucking stop covering Crazy by Gnarls Barkley. Ive heard over 20 bands cover that song already, it got annoying after The Academy Is... did it with the Gym Class Dudes in the first warped tour.
anyways a few days after warpd tour I went to puerto rico. it was boring. i took some pictures. i ate oysters. nothing too interesting.
i dont feel like writing anymore. I was hoping I could write something meaningful but what Im writing is not what I hoped.
i cant wait for high school to be over and for me to go to as many shows as I want.
edit: oh yeah, i really need to quit smoking.i havent had one in like a week but i always get temptations and i had way too many in puerto rico.
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[Saturday
July 22nd, 2006
10:38pm] |
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i've noticed that i get really jealous of people. like, i shouldn't but i do. especially with people that just start photographer and think they are sweet and that their photography is better than mine. i also hate how people are so easily impressed, it's fucking stupid as shit.
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[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006
10:35pm] |
back to public since i barely use this.
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[Wednesday
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Little late but yeah. My christmas vacations were alright. It started out really sucky but it got much better. I got a shitload of money and camera lenses. I don't want to go in depth in what I did because I am way too lazy. Let's just say I partied much more than I ever had. I'll put a few pictures I took with my friend Pablo.
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[Monday
October 17th, 2005
3:00pm] |
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so far Junior year has been pretty amazing. I have got A's and B's for the first time in my high school career, and i have not been called to the counselors office because of me doing bad in school. This year has started out different, a good kind of different. Anyways, i have been really busy and stressed out with college stuff. Yeah, i know its not for another year and a half but i can't help it. Since i screwed up so much during Freshman and Sophmore year my GPA is probably as bad as it can get.Hopefully this year will bring it up more though. As far as colleges go, im going to try to go to an art school. Art Studio or Communications is going to be my most likely major with a minor is Photography or Photojournalism and a possible concentration of Digital Photography. I want to also explore the possibilities of having Graphic Design as a minor, while still including Photography which is what i am most skilled in.
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[Tuesday
September 20th, 2005
6:47pm] |
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Ok, it has come up to my attention some people are being fucking douchebags. You'd know what i mean by going to Taylor's livejournal and reading her comment before last of her last post. It is seriously disturbing and fucking pissing me off. People should just shut up about someone they dont know, never met, and have no business being fuckheads in a situation such as this.I saw this site, in which someone was accusing her of sleeping with 2 teachers (so basically being a slut)and he got it from someones livejournal. Well i checked out the link of the livejournal he provided and i went to this post, guess what...IT WAS A LIVEJOURNAL QUIZ which is randomly generated, the guy just took out the postion of taylor. It pisses me off, i hope shes ok. I really dont care where she is as long as shes alive and comes home soon. But if something did happen to her, people should start being more respectful. As far as that skulz guy is concerned, yeah i do think hes a creep. Do i think hes got something to do with it, yes but i dont know for sure if he is and neither do you.
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[Thursday
January 20th, 2005
4:48pm] |
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You Know You're Puerto Rican When.... |
You have been spanked with a folded leather belt and/or "chancletas" ...leather ones!
You know your mom is sneaking up on you cause you can hear her "chancletas" flapping on the linoleum floor.
Your mom yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner and you only live in a one bedroom apartment.
You've ever called linoleum floor a "rug"
You can get to your house blindfolded by the smell of the "chuletas."
You say "Vamoj pa' encima" or "mete mano" instead of "Let's get started."
You got scared whenever someone mentioned "el CUUUCO"!!!
You remember every Christmas those "aguinaldos" that abuela used to sing for you.
You've gone to titi's house and passed through the "bead curtain" in the living room.
You know someone who owns a conga, bongos and/or a cowbell.
You step into a house that has all those little figurines taking up every inch of space on the tv and under the tv.
You have a porcelain cat/dog/rooster or frog on a doilie in your living room.
You have a perpetually semi-drunk uncle.
Someone in your family is named Maria, Charlie, Papo, Ana or Carmen.
You call rug-carpeta , roof-rufo, parking-palkin, stress-estress, library-libreria (instead of biblioteca), boiler-boila, sucker-soca, or to knock-noquiar.
You have told your kid not to walk the floor barefoot or they'll catch a cold.
You need a cup of coffee after every meal, expresso boricua style "con leche".
Your sister has hair on her legs and as much moustache as your father.
One of your aunt's weighs over 300 pounds.
You have one or more cousins in and out of jail.
Your uncle has more gold in his mouth and/or neck than you've ever seen.
You have sat in a two-passenger car with over 5 people in it.
You put a big Puerto Rican flag on your car... an a PR bumper sticker.
You have a picture of "Cristo" or a crucifix in your house.
You actually think some names begin with "Ave Maria purísima, Papo."
You walk around saying "chacho" or "chacha" or "ay,bendito".
You have said, "no, hombe" instead of "no, hombre" to both sexes.
You do that funny pointing thing with your nose and if the person doesn't understand you, you use the lips for emphasis.
You can speak with your face: twitch like a rabbit to ask "what do you want? or nod your head upwards to mean "wassup?"
You have driven a "cheby" (Chevy) or a "forito" (Ford)!
You call all sneakers "loj tennis" and the Converse are "loj champion".
All cereal is called "con-flei"
All brands of diapers are called "pampel".
You have ever ground plátanos and/or fingers for pasteles during Christmas time.
Your car has fifteen speakers in it and you fix it every weekend.
You remember when Heineken replaced Shaeffer and Schlitz.
Your dinner consists of a "mixta"...rice and beans and some kind of meat.
Your uncle has a wife and a "corteja" or "chilla".
You've put a penny on your forehead to stop a nose bleed.
Your mother has put a balled up piece of thread on your baby cousin's forehead to stop her hiccups.
You have at least thirty cousins.
You know how to drive "estandard" or "estick" shift.
You can tell the difference between Cafe Yaucono and anything else.
A coqui's sound has driven you crazy.
Your grandmother thinks Vick's vapor-rub is the miracle cure for everything.
You're proud to be Puerto Rican - and you pass these jokes on to all your Puerto Rican friends!
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[Tuesday
January 11th, 2005
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today was a shitty day...my history teacher called me a lier right to my face and he said i didnt do shit for a 2 person project that was due today, it all explains it 2 entries below. well anyways, the project is supposed to be no less than 7 pages but because me and her had a lot of the same stuff i had to cut out a lot of my stuff so the project went from 8 pages to 4, actually more like 3 1/2; me and my partner luckily did not present today, but after class was over he asked for me and my partner to stay after the class and thats when he started giving me shit. he had asked my mother to tell me to give him an email with my stuff on it so i did, well when i stayed after the class he told me that i didnt do it. i told himi did but he yelled at me sayying that i didnt and that all i was talking bout was "bullcrap", if he wasnt a teacher i would have punched him square in the face; well anyways that fucking pissed me off so much, oh yeah one more thing hes being fucking unfair and saying that i never went to assistance for him even though i had asked him to go to the library to work on another group project that was due last friday...so thats an after school detention right there, i havnt gotten the slip yet but i will, and with my luck it will be the 13th the same day i have rehearsals which i cant miss if not im out. well, after history when i thought the day couldnt go worst for me, i have to run the mile outside in the cold and since i had a cold for the last week or so it didnt help that when i stopped running my chest and lungs hurt and i couldnt breathe good. for the first time EVER i actually wanted to go to geometry; i wish this nightmare would stop:( what did cheer me up today was i finally went and took some pictures for my photo class. i talked to nano some on aim, hes famous, and lydia who is trying to find out how to do this--> [**]click between the stars and press F2; if you know how to do it tell her cause i dont. and it apparently does not work on livejournal just copy and paste it to microsoft word. going back to the history thing, I FUCKING DID MORE THAN HER, just wanted to get that off my chest. so yeah, i might turn this journal friends only just because i dont want my parents looking at this.
holler...(never again)
emilio
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[Sunday
January 9th, 2005
10:25pm] |
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[Sunday
January 9th, 2005
8:04pm] |
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FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW. more on that later. this weekend was good until a couple of minutes ago. i went to Fair Oaks yesterday and bought myself a new buckle, a couple of shirts(underoath and atreyu), a hot topic wristband,the old underoath cd, and AlternativePress magazine which came with a free cd!!!yipee! then my fam and i went to visit other familiyin herndon and we stayed there til 10ish or so. so that was yesterday, today i woke up and watched some tv and stuff thats basically all i did, didnt go outside at all... well actually i did, my dad got the car stuck in the backyard and the car wouldnt move because it was too muddy so i had to help and go outside. im pissed right now because my parents grounded me for something they think i did late, i have a history project due tommorrow and i was supposed to give my half of the work to my project on friday, i forgot to give it to her on friday so i did as soon as i woke up on saturday. so i guess she didnt get it or it somehow didnt get through so she emailed my teahcer saying i didnt do anything and my teacher emailed my parents saying i was basically a disgrace and immature and inresponsible. well anyways, before my mom or myself knew about my teahcer's email i had asked my partner to send me her work so i could organize it and put it together. so i did, but my teacher wrote that email and now im grounded and i might not go to Taste of Chaos, FUCK!!! FUCK!! FUCK! i wanna go to that show so fucking much, my parents dont let me do anything at all, they think that if they let me out that i will start doing drugs and driink so much ill get runover by a car. In reality thats wat happens to people whose parents dont let them do shit, im not going to do it but sometimes i got the tempation to do that. so mad right now i cant think.
I HATE MY LIFE
<3,
emilio
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[Thursday
January 6th, 2005
10:41pm] |
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so today was an average day, a little more boring than what i would have hoped for and expected it to be. so i went to sleep yesterday at about 1 thirtyish? and i woke up at 5 to open my presents, which was mainly clithes and money. the money i did not mind, but the clothes thats another story. there were a couple of shirts with like writing on it saying like, "i didnt loose my mind, i sold it on ebay", come on how cornier can you get? well actually sur[risinlgy i guess you can cuz another one reads, "im out of bed and dressed, what more do you want from me", im grateful for the gifts but not to enthusiastic about them. i also got a mini boom box, which is cool because now i wont be wasting my iPods batteries. and i got a cd player just in case im not in the mood for my iPod or if my iPod brakes and all that jenx. i got a sweater which i liked and went to school with today, so yeah thats about it. althoughi still havnt gone to my dads uncles house and his/my cousins to get the presents from over there.
after opening up the presents i quickly went back to bed and overslept so i arrived late to chemistry. in chemistry we were making cocaine, just kidding, we were making hydrochloric acid which burns when you breathe it in. i think our teacher likes to smell that shit cause she looked high. anyways, ummm that class ended then i went to 3rd then to 4th then to 6th and then came home and have done nothing interesting since.
hasta mañana y con mucho cariño,
emilio
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| "so yeah boss....umm youre fired, sorry bout that." |
[Thursday
January 6th, 2005
12:02am] |
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today was umm boring like every other school day. theater sucked today, although it sucks everyday. i dont respect the teacher at all and i think his incompetence is very insulting, he doesnt fucking start the class like 30 minutes after the bell rang and is the worst organizer in the history of human kind. history went well, like always. English, oh english. what fun... we watched 13th Warrior which was fun because every time someone got decapitated or just brutally murdured alex skaltsounis would make the funniest faces, it was soo funny and im not trying to make fun of her....that much jk. anyways dan westfall kept making farting noises and it was extremly funny and the teacher got mad at me and him and she moved our seats, god i hate her just wanna slap her. then we had photo which sucked.
after school i had my math tutor tutor me in geometry and stuff, then i went to starbucks where i was there in the bar area alone looking like an idiot for about 30 minutes waiting for someone i knew to come in, finally weed came. but then my dad picked me up and we went to the airport to pick up my mom who was coming from puerto rico. tommorrow is gonna suck and its going to be awesome. its going to be awesome because i get more presents thanks to 3 KINGS DAY bad new: i have to go to school. and i have geometry, god i have all the hardest teachers this year, 3 of them cant teach and 4 of them are just hard.
when i become president ill make school optional... NOT. i want them brats to suffer like we did.
<3<3<3<3<3
emilio
ps. i like kids dont get me wrong
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[Monday
January 3rd, 2005
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[Saturday
January 1st, 2005
10:16pm] |
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well today was a awesome day indeed. i hope everyone had a good new years, cause i did(sort of). today was a fun day although yesterday was very annoying because of the flight and because i was bored at my aunts house. im going to do a little recap of what happend in the past three days because the other is too personal. for those of you that didnt know, well actually most of you, my grandma died and i had to go to Puerto Rico to go to her funeral. i was very sad because me and her were close, but i know her spirit lives in my heart and i know shes happy where she is now. so anyways here goes my recap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THURSDAY: umm i woke up and made coffee for my grandpa and my mom and then played with my little cousins. then later on i went with a childhood friend and a cousin of mine to the mall. we saw SOOOOOOO MANY HARDCORE GOTHS, so weird. they were like all dressed up with eyeliner, mascara, chains, boots, matrix outfit, no black, chokers, lipstick; and thats also describing the guys with everyhting i mentioned. well we also watched Meet The Fockers it was so funny. then i stayed over at pablos house(my friend) and we played xbox and pc and messed with some pics he took and then before going to sleep we played some gameboy ds.
FRIDAY: i woke up around 10 am. then had some coffee and some bread and when pablo woke up we played some Top Spin on xbox and then some gameboy ds. my parents picked me up a bit later and we went to my grandpa's house so i could take a shower and make my luggage since me, my dad, and my little brother along with my mom's cousin were leaving that day. so after the shower and all that jenx we went to pick up my moms cousin at her hotel and then we went to the airport and got in a plane, goddamn i hated that flight we were in the very back and it was making me claustropheobic and it was very turbulent and at the end we did whoknows how many circles around dulles. oh yeah and before the flight i saw the guys putting the bags in the plane drop a box that said fragile and then throw it back on, that was funny. well anyways the flight was boring and my ipods batteries died 40 minutes to landing so that wasnt that bad, but something went wring in the flight cuz as i said before it was doing circles around dulles and when it landed it landed REALLY REALLY REALLY EARLY. i mean i thought we were going to crash, i know a lot about planes sort of obssesed, because we landed bout 10 feet in fron of where the ashphalt started. and we didnt go to a regular gate we stopped in the middle of the runway and they had to tow us to a random spot and we got picked up by busses. after we landed we got our luggage and went to my aunts house to celebrate the new years and jenx, i went to sleep around 2am at my aunts and i was coughing real bad, its leaving though.
SATURDAY: woke up/got woken up at 10am and then left to go home, unpacked bags and logged on the computer and started talkin to Gene. took a shower and did my hair, finally I didnt bring my gel to Puerto Rico so my hair was ina fro everyday even if i put it down it rose back up, and left to starbucks. there i saw this guy that works at EBgames and talked to him for a while, then met up with Gene and Bryan. us three went to Taco Bell and got some chow, Bryan got a quesadilla dont know which, Gene and I had a stake quesdailla all of us got drinks. then we went to Genes house and chilled for like an hour, played guitar and stuff and then Gene showed me his new snare which was HOT XXX!*fondles self*... well yeah its hot shit. i went back to my house said hi to the family which came to the house and played peek-a-boo with my baby cousin Dylan(almost 3)and let him beat me up a little,oh yeah and i found out the hard way that he can throw hard and he bites a lot. after hanging out with Dylan my uncle and his gf drove me to Jammin Java around 7, since there was noone there iwalked around the town some(around that part of the town, giant,blockbuster shopping centers)and came back to JJ where i saw a lot of people from Madison, i saw Calvin Koch, James, Tyler Kehoe, Scott Sampson, Rboy, Broussard,LYDIA RUSSO-awesomethen Gene and Bryan came and we went to Dominoes and got pizza, buffalo wings and a six-pack of sprite, we went back to the show and the people at Jammin Java took my buffaloe wings and sprites because they wernt made in JJ, that pissed me off a little but i dont care. OneHero played well, and i didnt hear quoge. i also saw Kevin from 1983, he looks like phil i used to confuse him for him back in the day.
thats it
ps.: i started writing this at 10:16pm it is now 1:45am so yeah
much love<3,
emilio
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[Saturday
December 25th, 2004
6:27am] |
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its 6:28 in the morning and i have been awake for an 1 hour and 28 minutes! i awoke earlier than my brother, he's still sleeping, and got to open my presentsad not anticipated; heidi's kiss, although i might have gotten one early that i had not anticipated; heidi's kiss *blushes*!!! i got $75 cash so far, and i got a jaeopardy handheld game thingy, which is cool because i love jeopardy. umm... i got these comic books of puerto rico from my godfather, a hoodie and windbreaker from myy grandparents, oh yeah and i also got an IPOD MINI(color blue, i might change the cover to pink though if i get bored) and im importing all of my cds into I-TUNES library, right now im on Coheed, and then ill do Hawthorne Heights, then Copeland and some thursday later on. if anyone can lend me their Taking Back Sunday cd, it would be greatly appreciated, and ill love them forever.
haha i just noticed that on the new coheed cd, there is a hidden track( i knew that part) but it's track 23 and the regular cd is only 11 tracks, but what ii found out is that coheed named the other tracks in between. it is named: A Lot Of Nothing: I to XI. so yeah i hope everyone has a merry christmas, and i hear Gene got a new snare and some cash, thanks for leaving those messages at 2 in the morning especially this one: xautumnisonfirex: *touches self*; haha that was umm... great! A Christmas Story is a beast movie, i used to hate it but now i love it, im watching it right now on TBS for the 24 Hours of A Christmas Story. later on ill go to my aunts house to gather the presents i got from my uncles and aunts.
on a sad note, actually a very sad note. my dads best friend and a friend of the whole family back in puerto rico died saturday before last. he was only 46, my dad said he had a heart attack but they dont know what caused it. the first time i saw my dad cry was when he heard of the news, i cried also but i felt more sadness towards his family, he had 2 sons; one has 14 and the other has 10; it is not going to be a happy christmas for them, and im talking to the older one to try and console him.
"death only hurts the people who stay behind"; my mom
MERRY CHRISTMAS
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